these last couple of weeks have been crazy its been so bad i haventr been able to see what you awesome guys have been upto . .

Well Got My Hospital results back nothing to major thank god but i am gonna be on more drugs go me i am starting to feel like a right druggie lolon the up side if i ever find myself low on money i think i could sell some of mine lol

on the 10th June til the 14th i went to the awesome Download Festival got to see Dir en grey again (wooooo), met some right interesting people and finding out that lads will do anything if they need a piss especailly that guy who decided that because he was at the front and didnt want to lose his place would piss in a cup and throw it back over the crowd *thumbs up* nice. . . one thing i hated bout the festival the nights were coooooooooooooooooold and i mean fucking freezing..
oh and kids always wear sun cream no matter the weather i still got sun burnt on the FACE on the coldest day yay lol

had another big fight with my mother to the point i walked out and didnt come home, and now thinks because i am ill if she helps me along with it i will be like my other siblings and kiss her ass everytime she comes to visit oh and that i offically hate her new boyfriend which is told him because "he is the new neil(mother ex who i hated with a passion aswell but for all the right reasons) in my life". the reason i hate mikey dearest is because;

a) my mother keeps saying hes just like my dad which he is not
b) did an attemped sucide before he was meant to gain custady for his kids now but he wont get them back know because of it
c) made assuptions that i wouldnt miss him if he died, which is true i wouldnt but he has no right to say stuff like that bout me
and the last one
d) i watched my mother suffer a broken heart when he decided to disappear with out a word and get his ex up the duff


i dunno i might be just in the wrong bout it all sorry for bitching i have just had enbough of this being in my head




well hope your all good lol

moo is not joy lol